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Little did I know when I wrote this first "religion" post that we were headed for conversion to the Catholic faith. If you would have told me then that I would become Catholic, I would have laughed myself silly. These posts explain our journey to becoming Catholic Christians...though I did not realize it when I was writing them. God does have a sense of humor! :o)


Since moving from a small, small town in Kentucky to our home here in Metro Detroit, I have had a lot of time to make friends. I began to venture out into this big round-ish orb called earth. I have found that there are many different viewpoints to be discovered. I knew that, but I didn't know that I was so interested in knowing all of them!

I am fascinated when I encounter people who are unashamed and excited to tell others their ideas, beliefs and discoveries. I cannot tell you how joyful I become when I find another human who will indulge my questioning spirit and take the barrage of inquiry as just that; inquiry. It doesn't matter if I agree with the viewpoint, I just want to know what it is!

When I find someone who does not become offended by my inquisition I know that I have found a person who is able to carry the weight of the poll, thus able to satisfy my insatiable thirst to know all there is to know about their thinking and their way of life. This was true when I questioned a witch, an atheist, a Buddhist and each and every one of my Catholic friends.

Many of my readers may think it an odd thing that I included Catholics with the more uncommon list of characters, but I grew up in the Bible Belt. Let it be known that any person who grew up in the Bible Belt of America is usually starved of Catholic friends. That area of the country is predominantly Evangelical and should we ever happen upon a Catholic person we avoid the very thought of asking about their religion.

Don't get me wrong, I mean, I did meet some Catholics in my 18 years of Bible Belt living. In my childhood years I had two friends who were Catholic. They taught me most of what I knew about Catholicism. I knew that they didn't attend church, their parents drank, their dad cussed and their baby sister's Christening was full of kneeling, standing, kneeling, standing and then we ate. Ta Da. Pretty church though.

They did, however, get to go on a school bus to something called "CCD" for a few months when they were around 10 years old. I asked my mom if I could go with them but she said it wasn't for me. I asked why it wasn't for me and she said, it had to do with their religion and that was the end of that discussion. I had no idea they were going to Catechism and honestly, I didn't know what catechism was so I would have still been in the dark had they mentioned the word. So, that was it. My friends were Catholic, and I had no idea what that meant.

I heard it said a few times in our evangelical churches that worldly knowledge is not something to acquire with zest but spiritual knowledge is to be the quest of the Christian soul. However, It was stated many times that we should not open our minds too wide lest Satan jump in and take over. You can imagine then, that for much of my life, I found it scary to question the doctrine in which I was raised. I worried often that I was opening my mind "too wide."

One day, as I was praying it dawned on me that God had obviously made me with the ability to ask questions. I mean, you know, I have so many! He made my physical being with the desire to know ALL about Him. Then I wondered if that were a bad thing, like Adam and Eve and that apple tree. Interestingly enough, as I grew older and wiser, I came to realize that My God Is and Always has been Stronger than any of His creations...and that INCLUDES SATAN! Well, that was one liberating moment my friends! It occurred to me that if it were true that God is living within my soul and if it is true that my desire is to please God, then He will guide my mind, my steps and my life toward the end goal that He desires. In other words:

"Why am I allowing myself to be governed by fear!?! Ask questions and get answers!"

I laid down those false "opening the mind too wide" words that had been spoken to me, I took up my new mission and off I went down the path God had made for my life. I asked questions. I listened. I tried to see the other person's point of view and along the way I found....ANSWERS! Go Figure!

At church...many churches, I listened to my preachers talk about Catholicism. I got used to buzz words. I heard that "works" does not save us. I heard that worshiping idols will damn us to hell and I heard that Catholics pray to Mary instead of Jesus. All of that was bad, bad, bad and we needed to run far, far away from that hell bent religion.

At home I was told that anyone who loves Jesus will make it to Heaven. My parents told me that Catholics will make it too if they follow Jesus and not Mary. I was confused. I listened to my parents tell me that Catholics get to go to Heaven too but I also knew that if I were to become one that it would be a bad, bad thing. Being that I didn't know any Catholics I didn't know where to turn for answers so I went through most of my life thinking that there were like 2 or 3 Catholics who would get to Heaven and the rest of them worshiped Mary and didn't have a clue why Jesus was so important.

Pretty sad, huh?

Then I met my friend Heather P. and she LIKES to talk religion and she's CATHOLIC! She is one of those people who can take the inquisition...AND WE'RE NEIGHBORS! Ha! I am in paradise here!

As we got to know each other we were able to talk doctrine. We don't care if each other convert to our religion we just care that we get to Heaven so we don't get mad or heated when we speak about doctrinal issues.

I have gotten to ask many, many questions. If she didn't know the answer her husband knew, and if he didn't give me an answer I liked, they had many, many books to send my way. Well, then I met quite a few more Catholics who became very good friends of mine. I met some who were born Catholic and I met some who converted from the Baptist church. I now have so many Catholic friends that it's hard for me to imagine that there are others out there, like I was, who are still walking around without Catholic friends of their own. But I digress...

One of the first things I asked Heather is why they have to repent to a priest. She started off talking about the History of the world. I was like, "Hey there, why aren't you quoting scripture? Why are you talking about History?" Ha, Ha! I had her! She can't back up her story with scripture so now she's shot!

I'm paraphrasing here but her answers were something like...

"Well, because there is a huge well of historical fact that will back up the Bible references and the Bible references back up the History. It all goes hand in hand. We live on earth and the Bible tells God's plan while our historical records back it up. The short answer is that only through Jesus does a Priest have any power to heal our sins.  During confession, we pray to Jesus for forgiveness.  We call the prayer the "Act of Contrition."  After we pray, the Priest says, "Jesus Christ Absolves you of your sins." or he quotes Luke 15, saying, "I absolve thee from thy sins in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen."

"Oh. Well why do you pray to Mary?"

"We don't."

"Yes you do. You pray the Rosary."

"No, we say the Rosary."

"To Mary."


"That's praying"

"No, that's talking."

What's the difference? Apparently, when I ask my Christian friends to pray for me I am talking to them. I am asking them to help me get through to Christ. THAT is exactly what Catholics are doing with Mary. They are asking her to pray for them.

Also, my Evangelical friends, it may interest you to know that Catholics can and do pray to Jesus and one of the things they pray is this...

"O my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell, lead all souls to Heaven, especially those who have most need of your mercy."

Sound like Repentance to Christ? It does to me.

Oh and Guess what! The number one thing that I've found that most divides Protestants and Catholics is what actually brings us all together!

Many Catholics think that Protestants think they can just pray to Jesus one time and all of the sudden they get to go to Heaven no matter what! But almost all Protestant's actually believe that all children go to Heaven no matter what. It is only at the age of accountability, (whatever that may be 7, 8, 9 or above) the person can make a decision to live for Christ. When that decision is made, the person will ask Christ Jesus to forgive them of their sins and to lead their lives. They then have to live for Christ. They can't just go back to sinning and think that they will make it to Heaven. We are asked to "pick up our Cross daily" and live for Christ. We pray for forgiveness all the time. Daily usually.

By the same token...

Many Protestants believe that Catholics think that just because they were baptised as babies that they get to go to Heaven no matter what! But most Catholics actually believe that Baptising a baby is to bring their child to Christ. They are not forbidding the children to come unto Christ. They are exemplifying the teaching of being saved by Grace rather than faith alone. The child does not have the faith yet, however the parents do have faith, Jesus saves by Grace and the baptism is allowing the child to be saved from childhood HOWEVER Catholics do NOT believe that this act alone will "get their children to Heaven" through their entire life. That is why there is Confirmation. At the age of 7 or above the child can make a choice to live for Christ or not. If they choose to live for Christ they can come to Him. Yes, they can pray to Jesus my Protestant friends. The kids go through the step of choosing to become a confirmed Christian. After that they must live for Christ. There are no short-cuts. They have to strive to live the life God wants for them to fulfill the purpose God has for their life.

So I've come to realize that though "works" is not what saves us, each religion has their idea of what we must do to "stay saved." (oh buzz word for Catholics...but I digress..again) Jesus did tell many people to "go and sin no more." That means, watch it buddy cause there is work I have for you to do in this life. (Yes work!) The Grace of God and our faith and obedience will allow us to enter the kingdom of Heaven. Right? Wrong? There lies the question we each must ask ourselves.

The short of it is this...

Shockingly enough we ALL (should I say most?) believe that we HAVE to live for Christ in order to get to Heaven...thus we all believe in "works!" Although, none of us believe that works actually get us to Heaven it is by the Grace of Jesus that we are even allowed to come to Heaven!

But what about Mary?! I'm going to try to get this right...I may get it wrong but it's my blog so I'll write what I think I know and you can correct me later in the comments! LOL

I found out that The Rosary is actually a meditation on the Life of Christ. It begins by holding the first "bead." The beads keep your place in your meditation on Christ. The first bead is where they think about the moment that Gabriel came to Mary to tell her she is with Child. They say "Hail Mary." The Hail Mary is actually the first scriptural verse to take place in regard to Jesus here on earth. It is the words that Gabriel said to Mary in Luke chapter 1...thus the Rosary "chant." (Uh word)

"Ah, Vain Repetition!" My Evangelical friends will say.

Is it vain to meditate on Christ? Is it vain to quote scripture about the beginning of Jesus' life on earth while working your way through beads to remember each and every part of Jesus life? I'm thinking it's not a bad, bad thing..or even a bad thing. Is it vain for our children to pray the same prayer at night or to say, "God is Great..." at the dinner table?

How can it be blasphemous for a Catholic to ask Mary to pray for them, when there are many Protestants who ask the elders of their church to anoint them in prayer for Faith healing? If Jesus is granting people on earth the power to Heal through His power, how much more power would He grant His earthly mother to help His people? It is commanded that each person Honor their Father and their Mother in the Lord. How much honor would Christ have given Mary? He was fully human and fully God while here on earth. How would He want His earthly Brothers and Sisters to think of her and/or His Heavenly children?

So there's that bag of pickles I'm left to think about.

I have learned more about the Catholic church than I ever knew I WANTED to know! It's fascinating and it has been hugely liberating to examine the thoughts and worship of our "other" Christian brothers and sisters. I am so thankful that I have been blessed with the friends that I have, both Evangelical and Catholic. They put up with my questions. They pray for me and they love me. God is so very wonderful and I am so very blessed.

So, It's no secret that I was raised as an Evangelical Christian, and I do believe I will remain evangelical. In the end I think we can all agree that it is all really about Jesus. His sacrifice is what gives us all hope and He is the reason we live the way we do. Our religions may be different, but our goal is the get ourselves and our children to Heaven...and that is something we can all agree on.







Deanna said...

You pulled this together rather well. Much better than I could. We sent our kids to a Catholic school for several years, and I had pretty much the same few ideas about Catholicism as you did when we first made the decision, so we talked to the priest, and he gave us books, etc. It opened our eyes. More than one family member had objections to our school choice, particularly because "They put so much importance on MARY!!". Uh, So did God - He chose her. (My husband's answer - he's pretty cut and dry like that...)
Growing up in a conservative, women only wear dresses and don't cut their hair environment that I did, we were told that Catholics weren't Christians, but that didn't ever seem right to me. We were pretty much told that anyone who didn't look like us wasn't a Christian either, but that's a very long story! Ugh!
I have a friend who converted to Catholicism when she got married, and she is very happy with that decision.
Good post! ;-)

cloakedbook said...

And I was just looking for a geography website and look whatI found...hmmm...I love that you are on "no ones" side just God's. Honesty is what will bring us together.

The Mom With Brownies said...


I was raised right in the middle of that kind of thinking. Many of my friends wore dresses all the time and were not allowed to cut their hair or wear make-up. I don't think that is a bad thing, but I do disagree when some of our Evangelical friends (and some Catholics) go so far as to say that "their way is the only way." It just doesn't ring true to me at all.

I also have to say I'm relieved that the responses to this post has been so positive. *shew* :o)

Heather said...

I'm grateful you made me sound much more coherent than I felt. :)

I do get wound up when we get to talking religion, but I don't get angry. I think it's your way of questioning--you listen to the answers; you're not looking for ammunition to attack.

And I didn't know some Protestants thought we Catholics believed infant baptism is a guarantee of Heaven! No, only until the age of reason (as you said, about 7). Before that, a child cannot deliberately choose to sin and recognize the consequences.
Here are two reasons we baptize babies:
1) In Acts, whole households were baptized, so we're just following their example. 2) Infant and child mortality has in the past been so high. If we wanted our children to have a chance at Heaven, they needed to be baptized--so it was just practical.
But after a child should know right from wrong, it's on them to choose right--even though they've been baptized.

Last bit on the Rosary--you have the big picture right, the details are missing. On the Crucifix we say the Apostle's Creed, the next bead the Lord's Prayer, then three Hail Marys (for Father, Son, and Holy Spirit), then the Glory Be... Then you start the Mysteries, or to paraphrase you, the events of Jesus' life.
I'll shut up now; those folks that are curious enough can look up the rest of the details. :)

Karen & Gerard Zemek said...

What an enlightening post for this evangelical. I did think there would be Catholics in heaven as well because they do preach Jesus Christ but I was always confused about their focus on Mary. My husband was Catholic but he started attending church with me because he knew I was so involved in my church. I know there are a lot of similarities. The confirmation seems to me to be expected or forced. Is it?

The Mom With Brownies said...

Hi Karen,

From what I understand, it depends on the family. In our evangelical home I teach from a Protestant Curriculum. In the 2nd grade there is a portion that asks the child if they know Jesus. It then allows me to ask my children if they want to live for Christ and ask Him to forgive them of their sins. This may seem forced to some people, but for us it is a question and most of the boys have asked to pray with me at that time.

In the Catholic Church there are some families that really "talk up" confirmation, while others allow their children to decide when and where they will take the next step. I know some teens who are Catholic who are still waiting to be confirmed. I guess the short answer is that the relationship with Christ is as individual as each family. We all teach it differently so our children will come to know Him differently.

In the end, it's up to our children, (each individual) to keep their relationship with Christ, so it seems to me that it's as broad as it is long no matter what religion we happen to be.

Is that making any sense at all? Is it scary that if makes sense to me? LOL

Beth (A Mom's Life) said...

I enjoyed reading your post. I love that you can question without being judgemental and as Heather said can listen to the answers without try to get ammunition for an attack.

I enjoy reading Jennifer was a former atheist turned Catholic.

She writes so intelligently and gracefully. You should check out her blog. It is truly a blessing for all believers.

Tina said...


I enjoyed reading this. I have a friend that has a friend that is Catholic, and she has really been feeling "attacked" by this particular person lately. It has been a prayerful challenge for her. I will share this with her. Maybe it will help her through her situation with her friend.

What wonderfully coherent thoughts!

Karen & Gerard Zemek said...

Thanks for answering my question about the confirmation. I am happy to hear that. The other question I had about catholicism that my husband didn't quite know how to explain is why they pray to all those saints, at least I think they do.

The Mom With Brownies said...

Hi Karen,

Most Catholics believe that people who have made it to Heaven can "see" what is going on down here on earth. They believe that people in Heaven are able to listen to us talk to them as if they are friends down here on earth with us. So when we ask our friends on earth to pray for us, they do that and they will also ask the Saints to pray to Jesus for them too.

It's like having spiritual friends who will pray with you and physical friends down here on earth who will pray to Jesus with you too.

Interesting huh. :o)

crazy working mom said...

You taught me some things that I did not know. Thank you for that. :)

Amber said...

Great post! Very informative!! I, too, am Evangelical and I love to question my Catholic friends. And I am thankful that they answer!

Johanne said...


I was born and "raised" Catholic. I use quotes, because, well... I only went to Catholic school, and we had no faith basis at home, unfortunately. We went to Mass the six Sundays preceeding my first Holy Communion.

When it was time for confirmation, in 9th grade, my 8th grade teacher called me up to make arrangements.

He was shocked when I told him that I would not be confirmed. It was indeed very expected. Fortunately, I had the spiritual and intellectual integrity to recognize that I had no faith. My parents expressed perhaps minor dissappointment, but really, they displayed no faith either, so had nothing to stand on.

Long, long, story that I will omit for brevity follows.

Then, when I finally made the decision to accept Christ, and come into the Catholic Church fully, I made arrangements to be confirmed. I was confirmed with a class of 8th graders when I was 31 :) It was a very meaningful event in my life... my priest had tears in his eyes as Bishop Vignernon annointed me.

So, yes... it is expected, yes a person could be coerced, or cajoled into it. But noone could be forced into it.

Further, Catholics do not be believe that Confirmation is a magic ticket to heaven. Like all sacraments, it is a source of God's grace. Confirmation helps to strengthen us on our journey here on earth, to help us to make good choices and to live as Soldiers of Christ!

Cascia said...

Sounds like you are understanding the Catholic faith. You might have a better handle on it than I do and I've been a practicing Catholic all my life. I'm off to read your other post on this topic.

Dan said...

This was a very thoughtful and informative post! I was raised Catholic (though I left the Catholic Church when I was 18) and am frequently frustrated by the misconceptions that my fellow evangelicals hold regarding Catholicism.

There is one problem I'd like to point out regarding the distinction that is made between "praying" and "talking" to Mary. Strictly speaking, whenever you talk to God you are praying. If someone said to you that the other day in church they were talking to God and assured you that they were just "talking to Him" and not "praying to Him" you would probably scratch your head and think that person didn't understand what prayer was to be making such a distinction. Well, how does this differ when someone kneels down, closes their eyes and talks to another being who isn't physically present in the room with them (Mary)? While they might not *think* of it as "prayer" I can't see how it isn't just that. The distinction that can (and should) be made is that though they are "praying to" Mary they aren't (or at least shouldn't be) *worshiping* Mary. And if they pray to Mary to the exclusion of praying to Christ then they are in error (something the Catholic Church would also say).

Perhaps one might assert that one can really only "pray" to a deity and so talking to Mary doesn't constitute prayer since she isn't divine. But I think most theologians would agree that other religions (such as animism where which involves the worship & appeasement of spirits and ancestors) involve prayer with what are strictly-speaking not deities. Even Satanists "pray" to Satan and Satan is not a deity but rather a fallen angel. Anyway, just saying "I'm not praying - I'm just talking" to a spiritual being that is not physically present in the room with you and is able to affect events in your life (whether through intercession or direct action) doesn't seem to me to hold water.

Thyme at Home said...

Wow! What an amazing post. I myself grew up Irish Catholic...which basically means, if you leave the church, you have left the family. I became a Christian in college after looking for more. I now see the benefits of Catholicism and how God directed me to him partially through that. I just wish that people who are born and raised Catholic had as much knowledge about their beliefs (like your friend Heather) and didn't just take the fact that because they were born into a Catholic family they don't have to investigate what it is all about. Thanks for all of your great definitely have a new follower since I am just starting out.
I am working on an ebook for Homeschooling a Preschooler by the Week!

Netmilsmom said...

Sorry this is old, but I have been rereading this after a non-Catholic family member has had some questions.
This is for Dan.

The difference between the conversation I have with Mary and the prayer I say to Jesus Christ Our Lord is intent. I "intend" to speak with Mary and other saints. I "intend" to pray to God.

It really doesn't matter how anyone perceives my actions or how it "looks" to anyone else. It is the intent of a Catholic that counts. We intend to ask for their help. It's as simple as that.

The Mom with Brownies said...

2011: UPDATE: We are Catholic as of April this year! :o)

Just wanted to update commenters from the past. Here's my blog post about it.

Thank you all for posting! :o)